Paradox

Everyone is paradoxical, i believe.

You can be drowning in happiness and at that moment, it can be the only thing you ever want to feel. Yet in the midst of it all you feel fear. Because the feeling is so unknown, you can't predict how long it will last. But you want it too. How do you explain such a thing? How do you explain an infinity of everything that you're practically lost in it all, and a part of you wants to get out and stay in the safe zone, somewhere with a more familiar feel, while another part of you wants to seep in deeper, find out what can happen next.

Everyone is paradoxical, i believe.

But what differs people is that some choose to stay that way, some take the easy leap and others choose to wonder more. We make this decision everyday and that defines us. It defines how you want to live your life.

Everyone is paradoxical, i believe.

And mostly, it comes from means of the heart. I believe we are mostly paradoxical when we are in love. In every process that reigns in it. From falling to accepting. From finding and believing. Because not everyone is lucky enough to actually roll the dice and win it all. In the process of choosing whether to roll them or not, we are most paradoxical.

Everyone is paradoxical, i believe.

Oh but don't worry. Being a paradox doesn't always mean you're unstable. It only means you're growing, and crawling out from a paradox makes you who you are. Because being a paradox teaches you to choose what you wan't to feel. And with some risks and chances, you'll end up on the right side :)